Extended Birthday Celebration. :)

Another great and fun day for today! haha. I spend the day with him, my boyfriend and I'm really happy because I missed him so much! uh. his hugs and kisses! HAHA. first we meet at SM calamba and there we ate our lunch at mcdo then his brother saw us. haha. his brother was silly and funny. then after that we just walked around then we went home ahead. we standby outside our house then we also walked around our subdivision. the sun set and it was already evening he's about to went home but my mother invited him to join us in our dinner, he's shy! uhh. so I convinced him then at last he agreed. we ate at slice and dice. I'm so glad that he's really like part of our family. that was my first time to have a boyfriend in a family dinner. hehe. my birthday was really complete and memorable because of my love ones and especially raemon. :)

Birthday Blast. HAHA.

wee. had a very fun birthday! I'm now 17 yrs old, I'm still young and gorgeous. HAHA. ahm. I didn't expected that my birthday for this year will be very fun and surprising. I thought it will be just like the other years that I just celebrated my birthday simple and nothing really special.

ahm. the day before my birthday many of my friends greeted me in advance and even one of my best friend made something special for me, a video clip which really made me touched. then when the clock strikes 12am my boyfriend called me and greeted me happy birthday. that time I really miss him and 15 mins of call was really not enough! HAHA. then he greeted me a thousand times. haha. felt very happy and positive. When I woke up I received text messages from my friends and the for whole day I received so many messages. classes were cut until 4pm but we left elbi maybe before 5pm but before wee left my friends surprised me with a gift and they said that I should open it when I arrived at home. there was a heavy traffic and it took us about more than one hour of trip. we went to yellow cab first to buy some pizzas, gosh! I have no money left. HAHA. by the way that time my boyfriend was telling me that he will be late because he still have a meeting but then his friend called me and gave me an idea that he's not in a meeting. HAHA. then after we buy pizzas we went to our house and I was surprised that there was a cartolina pasted on the wall. hahaha. I had the idea that my boyfriend was really there so when I entered the house I saw him and he approached me with matching a cake and a gift. AWW! I was really touched and surprised because I didn't expected that he will really gave too much effort, he's so sweet! :"> first I opened the gift that my friends gave me, wow, it was a doraemon stuffed toy with matching a letter on the pocket. hahaha. so funny and cute! :) then I opened the gift from my boyfriend. aww. it was a very cute dog stuffed toy with a diary, his name is "Dave"! hahaha. so cute! i love dogs! :) then after that we ate some spaghetti and the pizza. yummy. :)

such a great and memorable day! thanks to all my friend and especially my boyfriend who really surprised me, Raemon Wagan! I love youuuuu! :*

picturesss...

at yellow cab. :)

at home with friends. :)

me and raemon. :")

friends! :)

my cake from raemon. :)

the gifts from them. THANK YOU! :*

I cracked some jokes.

I'm so corny! haha. I just cracked two jokes to our math14 large class. as in! large class! haha. where in there were 100+ students. I have no choice but to do it. :( but it's alright. The jokes that I cracked was kinda funny though it's really corny. HAHA.

I hate Wednesday for having long vacant periods and because of it I'm always tempted to buy foods and eat a lot.

2 more days before my birthday. :o

Happy Birthday Raemon.

Had a great day with him yesterday cause yesterday was his birthday. haha. I went to SM about 12pm to buy him a cake and he went there about 1pm. we stroll around to find a place to eat then we ate at slice and dice. the pasta was delicious. HAHA. after we eat, we bought another cake then we went to their house. :)

At home there's his mom and friends, and his brothers. I'm now comfortable with them because they treat me well and they are kind. Btw, I also gave him a letter with a toy ring. HAHA. somewhat awkward feeling when he read it beside me, but it was alright because I saw his reaction. :) we ate some carbonara and ice cream. yumm. :> haha. while her mom and friends are singing and drinking we're surfing the net, then I discovered that he was really a stalker! HAHA. I don't know that he already know my other blog, all the time I know that he's not that kind of guy who really stalk a lot but then I discovered he knows all my accounts. HAHA. but then it was alright cause he's my boyfriend and I trust him. I also saw his tumblr and then I read all the post. so emo! HAHA. jk. :D

It was 6pm and i have to go, he accompanied me as I went home. Hope he also had a great day. Belated happy birthday Raemon/Istian. HAHA :)

feeling of embarrassment.

I hate being late in my math lecture class because our room is on physci, it was really embarrassing to walk down going to my chair because everyone stares at you even your prof. there's no way for you to escape. HAHA. but there's more that made me really embarrassed, while writing on my notebook our prof asked who were the late students then my seatmate pointed on me! uh. damn you. I was shocked and I don't know what to do because i'm not prepared I don't have any jokes in my mind and I also don't want to perform in a large class. I don't know what to do, so our prof just told us that our punishment is to tell 2 jokes for the next meeting. haha. felt really embarrassed but it was fine, I'm not the only one who was late. :)

Another class that made me felt embarrassed was speech com because I don't know that we need to prepare a speech about our selves so what I did was an impromptu speech and we also need to perform something. I felt ashamed because I don't have any friends in that class but for the sake of my grade I just sing. Majority of my classmates are devcom students so I really don't have any friends. I need to have self confidence in this class because we need to prepare a speech every meeting. waa. so damn difficult cause i'm not good in speaking though I always speak in front of a crowd when I was in high school. haha.

hope to really survive this sem. no laboratories but lots of paper works. T.T

The feeling of being confident because you thought you have nothing to worry about but suddenly one big problem came.

I'm very glad that I finished my schedule for second semester and so I'm very confident that I have nothing to worry but suddenly when I'm about to request my adviser to sign my form26 she noticed that I don't have any major subjects and it was obvious that I have a plan on shifting. She told me to take my majors first before she can sign that form. GOSH! if only I could told her the misery that I had experienced just to finalized that schedule and if only could tell her to shut up and just sign the form!

We have our own rights to choose what we want in our life. I had so many sacrifices just to get what I really want then just because of my adviser those sacrifices will just be worthless. We have our own dreams and no one has the right to stop achieving it.

So please don't luck us up in your college department and don't treat us like prisoners that we need to sacrifice years just to be freed.

ALH?! where are you?!

until now I still don't know the meaning of "ALH" and where is it located. I almost wandered all over the buildings of the campus just to look for it but I still didn't able to find it! that room really gave me a shit! I asked students and staffs but still they gave me shit answers that made me more confused. so I just wasted my time and I didn't able to attend my class.

HAHA. never mind, it was done already. I hate this day for having such annoying happenings. that was not the only shit happened for today. I don't know but I don't feel alright. some people gave me disappointments and I really felt bad.

tomorrow is another day and I want it to be productive and good. :)

feeling so lazy.

It's Sunday but I didn't able to attend a mass. sorry Lord. I woke up 10am then I just watched TV, looked for something interesting to watch while waiting for the boxing match though i'm not really fond of watching boxing. HAHA. but while watching the match I felt very asleep and bored because that time I know who was the winner. then I woke up around 5pm. headache strikes me and i don't know why.

I'm really feeling very lazy and I think I will feel lazier tomorrow because of my schedule. gonna go to elbi for just a one hour class. what an effort for HUME10! haha. anyway i have no choice because I need that subject. laziness please leave me. :D

11-12-11

I love this day! wanna know why? HAHA. because I'm with him the whole day. I'm not expecting that he will stay here for that long time but in spite of that long time now that he go home, I miss him! I want to spend more time with him! how I wish I can request for an extend. HAHA. but I have no choice.

11-11-11

what's up with 11-11-11? ow triple eleven, and so? you're lucky? we're all lucky? HAHA. kidding, for me this day really became a lucky day tho somehow I'm tired because of school.

I miss him so much! you know?! haha. I miss all about him... his silly ways to make me smile, his bites tho it hurts and results to bruises. haha. his ways to show me his love and his sweetness. YIE. HAHA. as the classes starts I know both of us will be busy but we must really prioritize our study first. he will visit me tomorrow! wee. me so excited. HAHA.

You must practice in order to be a good writer.

Our professor in Eng2 told us to answer the question on how to be a good writer and for me to be a good writer you must really practice to write and you must enhance your vocabulary. I'm not fond of writing but after I had blogs I discovered that somehow I enjoyed writing because it became my way to express my thoughts, feelings and interests. Every time I'm inspired to write something I just visit my blog and share what I want to share. Sometimes it was also my past time when ever I'm bored and when ever I have nothing to do.

I'm always using English language in this blog because I want to practice writing. I know it will help me to learn and to pass Eng2. haha. I'm really afraid to take up Eng2 because as what I've heard from other students that subject was really hard and you must really know how to write, read and research.

From now on I will really practice to write and as much as possible, everyday I will post something here. haha. I'm really motivated because of Eng2! :)

Second Semester.

The first week of second semester ended this day. I'm now an Old Freshman(OF) and being an OF was very tiring and very confusing. I need to learn how to get the subjects, how to Prerog and how to register. I finalized 12 units then I need to prerog Chem15 and Chem15.1 but unluckily I didn't able to get those subjects because there were really too many students who prerog and their priority were the graduating students. I decided to prerog my GE subjects. It was like I shifted to a course named BS GE. haha. just heard it from others. I thought doing prerogs to GE subjects were easy but as what I experienced it was hell! walked back and forth to different departments and buildings, chased all the lucks that I may get, revised my sched for almost 20 times, looked for the professors and many mooooore. I experienced to talk and please professors to gave me a slot to their subject but unfortunately some of them were really heartless! HAHA. just like the professor in Econ11 where in we waited for her for almost one hour then when were about to approach her and said "ma'am" she replied "no more slots in econ11" then walked away. how painful it was every time I didn't able to got the slots that I need!

Fortunately 11-11-11 really gave me a good luck because all the professors that I talked today were all very kind and they gave me slots. I finished doing prerogs but I'm about to cancel one of my major subject because my plan for next sem is to shift to other course. so for this sem I have no major subjects. I know it was very risky because my chance to shift was very small. I don't know if they will allow me shift how ever I still hope that i can shift to other course because I really dislike the course that I'm taking now. but for now I hope to survive second semester! so help me God. :)

Hello One Month. :">

Since our first monthsary is November 1, we didn't able to meet for this day because we need to go to our respective cemeteries. so instead, we celebrated it last October 31, 2011.

We attended the mass first tho we're late. Haha. then we went to SM to have our lunch at mcdo after that we watched a movie, "Praybeyt Benjamin". HAHA. so funny tho that was his second time to watch that movie. ahm. after that we went home and then he gave me a letter. uhh. i was touched with every single word written in that letter. KV much! :">

i also gave him a letter which he didn't expected because he thought I'm not that type of girl who gives effort for her love. yes I admit it, I'm not that kind of girl before but now I've changed. haha. I told him to read that letter on November 1. :D then I made something for him. haha. i made cupcakes, at first I have hesitations if I should give it to him or not because I don't know if it taste good. that was my first time to bake cupcakes. HAHA. then when i gave it to him I'm so glad that I felt that he really appreciated what I did and he even told me it was delicious. haha.

the feeling of being so much appreciated was very heart warming. HAHA. I love you so much Raemon! Happy first monthsary! >:*<

<-- this was the letter he gave to me. HAHA. with matching grad picture. :">

<-- hello cupcake. so cute. HAHA.