Christmas 2011

I had a very fun Christmas this year though I had fever after. HAHA. I spend the Christmas with my cousins, we went to tagaytay and it was very cold and there were many activities to enjoy. we bought a kite but unfortunately when it was flying the string was cut and i don't know where it went through. then we had horse back riding, the place smells bad but i still enjoyed it. I want to try the zip line but I don't have money. :( haha. after that we went home then i had a fever. my head really ached and my body temp reached 39oC but its alright at least i enjoyed. :)

few hours before christmas.

shiz. i can't register to any unli services! i'm getting really irritated for those sorry. HAHA. anyway i don't have any choice but to calm myself. :)

yesterday i received a christmas gift from raemon. haha. a domo bag. wee. so cute, it's my first domo. :) then there's a letter attached to the bag. i read it then i thought that's all but when i opened the bag, there were heart shaped papers. i don't know how many hearts are there. there were messages in each heart and i was really touched by those. too much effort huh?! :"> he's really sweet, he made this season fun and memorable.

after that I don't know if i should give him my gift. HAHA. then before we went to church i decided to give it to him. i just gave him a shirt, a wallet and chocolates. HAHA. i really don't know what to give to him, so i just gave those. hope he really liked it and i hope the shirt really fits to him. haha. :)

later we will go to our cousin's house for a family reunion. i'm not so excited but i hope to receive more money! HAHAHA. :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS. I LOVE YOU. :)

5 days before Christmas.

Christmas is coming, my goal is to complete the simbang gabi to feel the Christmas season but unfortunately I didn't because of so many reasons. HAHA. vacation just started last week but still i feel like i'm under pressure though i don't do a lot of things these days. i'm so unproductive. HAHA. i still have things to do but i'm so lazy and i want to feel the vacation cause it's really short, on january 3 classes will start again and i'm hoping that 2012 will be good to me. :)

we love the webcam.

haha. i love this day. we're together for the whole day. :)

we played the webcam. HAHA. sorry for the silly faces.

i love you mon. :)

SJ auditions starts tomorrow.

I want to! but still my fear comes along with my passion. The feeling of dancing in front of the professionals. gosh. that's the reason why I wasn't able to perform well last sem. that's the reason why I failed the audition. now they are inviting me to try again at first I really want to cause I miss dancing but I had second thoughts, if i'll try again I might still fail then totally lose my self esteem. If I able to pass, how about my studies, i need to earn good grades for this sem. now my decision is not to go but i'm not really sure because I really want to dance. HAHA. bahala naaaaaaaaaaaa. :\

Labay Cup 2011

For the third time i was able to witness the labay cup last December 3, 2011, it was a one day football league but unfortunately i'm now a college student and I'm not a member of the varsity anymore so I wasn't able to play so I just volunteer to be a coach, sir neil agreed and he told me to coach the 11 under kids. Though I wasn't able to play I really want to coach the kids and that time I really miss football.

The first time I played on the labay cup was last 2009 and that was our first time to join a football league that's why labay cup was really memorable to me. unfortunately we didn't have any place but last year we're on the 3rd place.

Football became really popular sports and I've noticed that football varsity in my alma matter is improving compared to our time. haha. but i'm proud that we're the first football team in our school, yes! legacy. HAHA.

The alumi team of don bosco "yaboni fc" also joined the labay and I'm one of the supporters because my boyfriend is part of that team. HAHA. I borrowed his dslr cause I want to take good quality pictures but unfortunately the battery became empty though I just took few shots, it was already late when we discovered that the battery was still full, uhh. so disappointed! haha. but it's alright.

My team didn't able to get a place but I'm still glad that they really did their best. After the games me and raemon went to SM along with his teammates. while we're on our way they were so funny because they were reminiscing their high school days. they have lots of stories and it was all funny. when we arrive at SM we just ate then we went home. :)

Had a very fun day though my skin turned darker. HAHA.

pictures of evolution. haha. :)

2009 (3r year)

2010 (4th year)

2011 (1st year college) we're now coaches. haha.

I want to blog everything that happened.

unfortunately I'm busy and I have no time for doing it. The Labay Cup 2011, the day with him, school stuffs and the elbi pie. haha. so let me reserve all those stories and just share it when I have the time.

Hello Two Months. :">

yie. so say hello for December and say hello to our second monthsary. HAHA. I'm not so prepared for this month compared to last month. sorry, it was because of the hectic schedule so i just made a letter and gave him drawing that i made. waa my drawing was disgusting. haha. he doesn't looked like it. anyways he still appreciated it. haha.

we have our class for today and i have earlier dismissal than him so I just waited for him here in our house. I'm felt sleepy so I slept first then when I woke up I looked at my phone and there were messages from him, at last i'm about to see him again. hehe. so when he came here at our house I greeted him happy monthsary and i'm really happy that time then he gave me a cutie patootie dogie cellphone accessory and a letter. aww. it was really cute and the letter was really sweet. :">

I'm very glad for today that its already our second month being in a relationship. gosh. it was like 2years. haha it feels like were together for a long time. Very thankful to have him! I love you Raemon Christian Castillo Wagan! :*

the cutie patootie. HAHA.

Extended Birthday Celebration. :)

Another great and fun day for today! haha. I spend the day with him, my boyfriend and I'm really happy because I missed him so much! uh. his hugs and kisses! HAHA. first we meet at SM calamba and there we ate our lunch at mcdo then his brother saw us. haha. his brother was silly and funny. then after that we just walked around then we went home ahead. we standby outside our house then we also walked around our subdivision. the sun set and it was already evening he's about to went home but my mother invited him to join us in our dinner, he's shy! uhh. so I convinced him then at last he agreed. we ate at slice and dice. I'm so glad that he's really like part of our family. that was my first time to have a boyfriend in a family dinner. hehe. my birthday was really complete and memorable because of my love ones and especially raemon. :)

Birthday Blast. HAHA.

wee. had a very fun birthday! I'm now 17 yrs old, I'm still young and gorgeous. HAHA. ahm. I didn't expected that my birthday for this year will be very fun and surprising. I thought it will be just like the other years that I just celebrated my birthday simple and nothing really special.

ahm. the day before my birthday many of my friends greeted me in advance and even one of my best friend made something special for me, a video clip which really made me touched. then when the clock strikes 12am my boyfriend called me and greeted me happy birthday. that time I really miss him and 15 mins of call was really not enough! HAHA. then he greeted me a thousand times. haha. felt very happy and positive. When I woke up I received text messages from my friends and the for whole day I received so many messages. classes were cut until 4pm but we left elbi maybe before 5pm but before wee left my friends surprised me with a gift and they said that I should open it when I arrived at home. there was a heavy traffic and it took us about more than one hour of trip. we went to yellow cab first to buy some pizzas, gosh! I have no money left. HAHA. by the way that time my boyfriend was telling me that he will be late because he still have a meeting but then his friend called me and gave me an idea that he's not in a meeting. HAHA. then after we buy pizzas we went to our house and I was surprised that there was a cartolina pasted on the wall. hahaha. I had the idea that my boyfriend was really there so when I entered the house I saw him and he approached me with matching a cake and a gift. AWW! I was really touched and surprised because I didn't expected that he will really gave too much effort, he's so sweet! :"> first I opened the gift that my friends gave me, wow, it was a doraemon stuffed toy with matching a letter on the pocket. hahaha. so funny and cute! :) then I opened the gift from my boyfriend. aww. it was a very cute dog stuffed toy with a diary, his name is "Dave"! hahaha. so cute! i love dogs! :) then after that we ate some spaghetti and the pizza. yummy. :)

such a great and memorable day! thanks to all my friend and especially my boyfriend who really surprised me, Raemon Wagan! I love youuuuu! :*

picturesss...

at yellow cab. :)

at home with friends. :)

me and raemon. :")

friends! :)

my cake from raemon. :)

the gifts from them. THANK YOU! :*

I cracked some jokes.

I'm so corny! haha. I just cracked two jokes to our math14 large class. as in! large class! haha. where in there were 100+ students. I have no choice but to do it. :( but it's alright. The jokes that I cracked was kinda funny though it's really corny. HAHA.

I hate Wednesday for having long vacant periods and because of it I'm always tempted to buy foods and eat a lot.

2 more days before my birthday. :o

Happy Birthday Raemon.

Had a great day with him yesterday cause yesterday was his birthday. haha. I went to SM about 12pm to buy him a cake and he went there about 1pm. we stroll around to find a place to eat then we ate at slice and dice. the pasta was delicious. HAHA. after we eat, we bought another cake then we went to their house. :)

At home there's his mom and friends, and his brothers. I'm now comfortable with them because they treat me well and they are kind. Btw, I also gave him a letter with a toy ring. HAHA. somewhat awkward feeling when he read it beside me, but it was alright because I saw his reaction. :) we ate some carbonara and ice cream. yumm. :> haha. while her mom and friends are singing and drinking we're surfing the net, then I discovered that he was really a stalker! HAHA. I don't know that he already know my other blog, all the time I know that he's not that kind of guy who really stalk a lot but then I discovered he knows all my accounts. HAHA. but then it was alright cause he's my boyfriend and I trust him. I also saw his tumblr and then I read all the post. so emo! HAHA. jk. :D

It was 6pm and i have to go, he accompanied me as I went home. Hope he also had a great day. Belated happy birthday Raemon/Istian. HAHA :)

feeling of embarrassment.

I hate being late in my math lecture class because our room is on physci, it was really embarrassing to walk down going to my chair because everyone stares at you even your prof. there's no way for you to escape. HAHA. but there's more that made me really embarrassed, while writing on my notebook our prof asked who were the late students then my seatmate pointed on me! uh. damn you. I was shocked and I don't know what to do because i'm not prepared I don't have any jokes in my mind and I also don't want to perform in a large class. I don't know what to do, so our prof just told us that our punishment is to tell 2 jokes for the next meeting. haha. felt really embarrassed but it was fine, I'm not the only one who was late. :)

Another class that made me felt embarrassed was speech com because I don't know that we need to prepare a speech about our selves so what I did was an impromptu speech and we also need to perform something. I felt ashamed because I don't have any friends in that class but for the sake of my grade I just sing. Majority of my classmates are devcom students so I really don't have any friends. I need to have self confidence in this class because we need to prepare a speech every meeting. waa. so damn difficult cause i'm not good in speaking though I always speak in front of a crowd when I was in high school. haha.

hope to really survive this sem. no laboratories but lots of paper works. T.T

The feeling of being confident because you thought you have nothing to worry about but suddenly one big problem came.

I'm very glad that I finished my schedule for second semester and so I'm very confident that I have nothing to worry but suddenly when I'm about to request my adviser to sign my form26 she noticed that I don't have any major subjects and it was obvious that I have a plan on shifting. She told me to take my majors first before she can sign that form. GOSH! if only I could told her the misery that I had experienced just to finalized that schedule and if only could tell her to shut up and just sign the form!

We have our own rights to choose what we want in our life. I had so many sacrifices just to get what I really want then just because of my adviser those sacrifices will just be worthless. We have our own dreams and no one has the right to stop achieving it.

So please don't luck us up in your college department and don't treat us like prisoners that we need to sacrifice years just to be freed.

ALH?! where are you?!

until now I still don't know the meaning of "ALH" and where is it located. I almost wandered all over the buildings of the campus just to look for it but I still didn't able to find it! that room really gave me a shit! I asked students and staffs but still they gave me shit answers that made me more confused. so I just wasted my time and I didn't able to attend my class.

HAHA. never mind, it was done already. I hate this day for having such annoying happenings. that was not the only shit happened for today. I don't know but I don't feel alright. some people gave me disappointments and I really felt bad.

tomorrow is another day and I want it to be productive and good. :)

feeling so lazy.

It's Sunday but I didn't able to attend a mass. sorry Lord. I woke up 10am then I just watched TV, looked for something interesting to watch while waiting for the boxing match though i'm not really fond of watching boxing. HAHA. but while watching the match I felt very asleep and bored because that time I know who was the winner. then I woke up around 5pm. headache strikes me and i don't know why.

I'm really feeling very lazy and I think I will feel lazier tomorrow because of my schedule. gonna go to elbi for just a one hour class. what an effort for HUME10! haha. anyway i have no choice because I need that subject. laziness please leave me. :D

11-12-11

I love this day! wanna know why? HAHA. because I'm with him the whole day. I'm not expecting that he will stay here for that long time but in spite of that long time now that he go home, I miss him! I want to spend more time with him! how I wish I can request for an extend. HAHA. but I have no choice.

11-11-11

what's up with 11-11-11? ow triple eleven, and so? you're lucky? we're all lucky? HAHA. kidding, for me this day really became a lucky day tho somehow I'm tired because of school.

I miss him so much! you know?! haha. I miss all about him... his silly ways to make me smile, his bites tho it hurts and results to bruises. haha. his ways to show me his love and his sweetness. YIE. HAHA. as the classes starts I know both of us will be busy but we must really prioritize our study first. he will visit me tomorrow! wee. me so excited. HAHA.

You must practice in order to be a good writer.

Our professor in Eng2 told us to answer the question on how to be a good writer and for me to be a good writer you must really practice to write and you must enhance your vocabulary. I'm not fond of writing but after I had blogs I discovered that somehow I enjoyed writing because it became my way to express my thoughts, feelings and interests. Every time I'm inspired to write something I just visit my blog and share what I want to share. Sometimes it was also my past time when ever I'm bored and when ever I have nothing to do.

I'm always using English language in this blog because I want to practice writing. I know it will help me to learn and to pass Eng2. haha. I'm really afraid to take up Eng2 because as what I've heard from other students that subject was really hard and you must really know how to write, read and research.

From now on I will really practice to write and as much as possible, everyday I will post something here. haha. I'm really motivated because of Eng2! :)

Second Semester.

The first week of second semester ended this day. I'm now an Old Freshman(OF) and being an OF was very tiring and very confusing. I need to learn how to get the subjects, how to Prerog and how to register. I finalized 12 units then I need to prerog Chem15 and Chem15.1 but unluckily I didn't able to get those subjects because there were really too many students who prerog and their priority were the graduating students. I decided to prerog my GE subjects. It was like I shifted to a course named BS GE. haha. just heard it from others. I thought doing prerogs to GE subjects were easy but as what I experienced it was hell! walked back and forth to different departments and buildings, chased all the lucks that I may get, revised my sched for almost 20 times, looked for the professors and many mooooore. I experienced to talk and please professors to gave me a slot to their subject but unfortunately some of them were really heartless! HAHA. just like the professor in Econ11 where in we waited for her for almost one hour then when were about to approach her and said "ma'am" she replied "no more slots in econ11" then walked away. how painful it was every time I didn't able to got the slots that I need!

Fortunately 11-11-11 really gave me a good luck because all the professors that I talked today were all very kind and they gave me slots. I finished doing prerogs but I'm about to cancel one of my major subject because my plan for next sem is to shift to other course. so for this sem I have no major subjects. I know it was very risky because my chance to shift was very small. I don't know if they will allow me shift how ever I still hope that i can shift to other course because I really dislike the course that I'm taking now. but for now I hope to survive second semester! so help me God. :)

Hello One Month. :">

Since our first monthsary is November 1, we didn't able to meet for this day because we need to go to our respective cemeteries. so instead, we celebrated it last October 31, 2011.

We attended the mass first tho we're late. Haha. then we went to SM to have our lunch at mcdo after that we watched a movie, "Praybeyt Benjamin". HAHA. so funny tho that was his second time to watch that movie. ahm. after that we went home and then he gave me a letter. uhh. i was touched with every single word written in that letter. KV much! :">

i also gave him a letter which he didn't expected because he thought I'm not that type of girl who gives effort for her love. yes I admit it, I'm not that kind of girl before but now I've changed. haha. I told him to read that letter on November 1. :D then I made something for him. haha. i made cupcakes, at first I have hesitations if I should give it to him or not because I don't know if it taste good. that was my first time to bake cupcakes. HAHA. then when i gave it to him I'm so glad that I felt that he really appreciated what I did and he even told me it was delicious. haha.

the feeling of being so much appreciated was very heart warming. HAHA. I love you so much Raemon! Happy first monthsary! >:*<

<-- this was the letter he gave to me. HAHA. with matching grad picture. :">

<-- hello cupcake. so cute. HAHA.

DreamUP

My partial schedule for second sem. four lab meetings per week. waaa! I tried my best to have a convenient schedule but at the end it was still a hectic sched. Hope that this sched will be permanent. :)

thanks to the one who made the dreamUP schedule generator. HAHA. no hassle on making our scheds even it's just a dream. :D

kahit pangarap lang kita. sana magkatotoo. HAHA.

Suckseed.

I achieved my goal yesterday to finish watching Suckseed. HAHA.

So Suckseed was another thai movie that must be watched because of its awesome story about friendship and love.

The main characters were Ped, Khung, Earn and X. when there were just kids Ped likes Earn but Earn was about to move to Bangkok. Ped and Khung were very close friends since childhood. Years later, Earn moved back to their town and met again khung and ped. Khung and ped decided to make a band with their drummer X. Their first live performance was a mess then they discovered the talent of Earn so they joined Earn in the band.

In order for them join in a band competition they must compose their own love song without the word "love" but in order for them to have a good composition the composer must be in love but nobody was in love in their group except X because he likes a girl named som so ped tried to write X's love story but it was not good. so Ped ended up writing a song about earn because the truth was he still likes earn but on that same moment khung came to his room to asked ped if he likes earn, Ped didn't tell the truth then khung told him the that he likes earn. When khung expressed his love to earn, he was rejected. X was also rejected by som so the two were broken hearted and because they have suck lives the were motivated to create a new band named Suckseed.

Earn joined the other band which was the Arena.

Their band made it to the competition but when the Arena performed, Earn used the song composed by Ped for her and that was the time when Khung discovered the truth about ped and earn. Khung was full of anger so when the time for them to perform khung made a mess and just walked out. Their friendship was broken. Years after they had a reunion and friendship still prevailed between them. :)

Watch it here.

Part 1

just follow the other parts. :D

*note, I don't own the videos.

vectored me.

Look at what my boyfriend did to my face. He used my picture to practice vector! how dare him! HAHA. jk. isn't it amazing?

I looked like a character on sims. HAHAHA. poor me. I also want to learn how to edit pictures on photoshop. I know a bit but I want to learn more.

haha. thanks for giving so much effort on my face. keep up the good work. One day you'll become an expert. hahaha. sorry for my face! I'm not pretty! :D

I'm starting to get addicted.

Every vacation/sembreak I have nothing to do, just stay in the house, do some stuffs, surf the net and watch movies. I don't care if our internet connection is slow as long as I finish watching the movie. I also prefer watching Korean, Japanese, Taiwanese dramas but for this sembreak I'm starting to get addicted on thai movies.

Thai movies are amazing because the stories are unique, like shutter, crazy little thing called love and yes or no. They also have amazing and cute actors/actresses. Now I'm watching Suckseed and I hope to finish this today. :)

Yes or No

Yesterday, I just finished watching a thai movie. Though our internet connection was slow I still waited for the movie to load. The title of the movie was "Yes or No".

The movie was very unique because it was all about a love story of a girl and a lesbian. At first I'm really curious of the story because it was really different from other love stories, so i really searched for it.

Pie was the name of the girl and Kim was the name of the lesbian. The story started when they became roommates, at first Pie felt really disgusted living with a girl that really looks like a guy. She doesn't like tomboys. But eventually they became friends.

I should say that Kim was really cute though she was a tom. Haha. Kim swears to pie that she was not a tom but eventually she discovered her true personality when she discovered her feelings to Pie. The butterflies on her stomach came out. Their relationship had many ups and downs because as we all know having that kind of relationship was really different and a deviant behavior. But love still remained and that was more important. Pie was afraid to lose Kim.

The movie was really amazing and it made me realize a lot of things. I'm not against on that kind of relationship but there were also limitations. We're all equal and we all have the right to love.

Watch it here.

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Part 5, Part 6 , Part 7 , Part 8

*note: I don't own the videos.

allaboutlove

The background picture on my blog...The guy! The man of my dreams. Haha. Obviously my boyfriend. :">

We're just third year high school when we first met. I met him when I went to their school to watch a concert but before that I really know him because I saw him in an event where in leaders from catholic schools were gathered together. He's funny and friendly but after that event we stayed as we just know each other and just friends on facebook.

Whenever I saw him I don't know if I need to smile at him because I felt really awkward and I thought he doesn't want me. I don't know but I really want to befriend him but I'm also afraid that he'll ignore me.

We're both football players and last summer they went to our school for a friendly game. I don't know but he caught my attention. HAHA. I told to companions that I like him then my friend got his cellphone number then gave it to me. I don't know what should I do to it so I just saved it and I have no intention on texting him but when I opened my plurk my friend told me to text him. I had second thoughts and decided not to text because I'm really afraid. HAHA. then maybe destiny comes that when my other friend called me he was included in the conference, I told to that friend that I like that guy. HAHA. so flirt. I'm sorry. I decided to text him then it all started there.

We became friends, we shared silly stuffs until we had mutual feelings. At first I'm confused because I can't understand him. I thought we'll just stay as "m.u" until he courted me. Haha. He has the guts to ask the permission of my parents and I'm really impressed. Then he really gave so much efforts which made me more impressed.

October 1, 2011 the day that I'm not single anymore, the day when my heart was officially taken. Haha. I'm in a relationship with him. This day was not suppose to be the day! Haha. gets? but I decided not to take too long because I'm in love with him. I don't want to lose him. :">

19 days had passed and I'm still deeply in love with him and I know I'll continue to love him forever.

The right person will come on the right time. Maybe you saw that person but you just ignored each other, maybe you met and you knew each other then feelings were just waiting to be discovered. Love needs patience and destiny will never fail.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RAEMON CHRISTIAN CASTILLO WAGAN. :*

Little Miss Fighting Maroon

I just discovered that I have this blog. HAHA. So dull, need to post something here. :)

I'm now a First year college student of University of the Philippines Los Banos, at first I really hate to study there. I dislike the school even it's a prestige university in the country. I'm a frustrated UST student. Haha. The worse is that i really dislike my course. I never dreamed to take up forestry but I have no choice but to pursue it or just stop. We're not rich to afford other universities so I did it for the sake of my family.

When I knew that I'm about to study on first semester I don't know what to feel because I'm not yet ready. I expected that I will study on the second semester but the day before the first day of school the registrar told me that I'm in on the first semester. I'm afraid because I know studying there will be a great challenge for me. I don't know what to feel so I just hope for the best.

I started to attend classes, to take up the exams, to survive the hell weeks and to experience the real college life. I almost give up and start to lose hope that I will pass all my subjects and still survive.

First semester just ended, I still don't know my final grades but Thank God I passed Math11. :) Math is my weakness. Haha. Hope I pass all my subjects because I don't want to be an irregular student. I want to graduate on time.